Anxiety is how I experience myself as an object, not in the sense that I am a destinal being unlike

• a 🐸, or
• a 🍠, or
• 🍴

who gets to impose will on other 🐸🐸 (and so on), but:
Object in the sense of ungraspable yet real, not captured by modes of access (such as what one might call “language”).