me: sitting in something I think is wet. you: standing in front of me on the subway. i keep watching you giving me fuck me eyes but you keep looking away

me: sometimes i get acid flashbacks when i'm with you which could be from an array of reasons. you: what about me do you want to fuck? can you tell me right now?

me: a group of twenty-something year olds vaping on the subway. you: really likes my ass, theres something i cant pin point and i dont think i ever will

me: i nearly need a cigarette. you: getting reminded of you by songs you dont even know

me: six counting to seven really seventeen and eighteen plus. you: deeply filled ash tray

me: suddenly i feel giant and i cant control anything that im doing, thinking, or seeing. you: two inches shorter than me, two inches taller than me. five feet apart leaning in and leaning away.

me: i wont stop touching you as long as thats okay. you: what is it. why is it, how is it and when will it end